29!

Homai LilBums.. We are now in the 29th week of this journey!! Big 3-0 next *so nervous and anxious and scared and excited, can pengsan* last week you were a mere 1.1kg estimated Chinese cabbage, according to Baby Bump! Today at day 204 you're roughly at 1.4kg, 15inches long squash! So cute how ur being compared to common vegetables :) Past few days, ur kicks were a bit mellowed, and that kinda got me worried. I sometimes wake up in the middle the night, and kacau you just so you'll kick just to know. Yes, Mummy is sometimes very paranoid! But today u seem to be kicking well and strong again, so I'm a bit relieved. Go on kicking LilBums, I may cringe in pain sometimes but at least I know you're well!

I think I sorta pulled strained my back during those few days of swimming. Been having sharp pain just over my left shoulder blade, sometimes making it hard to even drive. With ample rest over the weekend, and routine hot compressions and massages by Bums, it definitely feels better today. Just have to take it easy a wee bit.

Went to get my MGTT done yesterday, hut the situation at the health clinic was so disappointing we left. I waited 1.5 hours just for my turn, and even then I had to wait another 2 hours for the test to take its course. Very disappointing and frustrating, since I'm a staff there and heck.. I'm one of the doctors even! By then, my reflux symptoms were getting really bad and I started to wanna throw up really bad coz I had to be kept fasted. Couldn't tahan, and decided to abandon ship and get it done at a private lab instead. Very disappointed with the system. We give so much, yet we get nothing in return. Truly fits the name, just a mere government SERVANT!

Sometimes I feel with so much going on with me and LilBums, other aspects are taken for granted. Like the husband, who's done so much for us over these past months. Hope he knows he's well appreciated despite how cranky I may get sometimes. And some friends and relatives too, hope they understand when I'm not too well to come out and play. It doesn't mean I'm anti social or sombong, I'm merely having a rough day and I'd rather just stay in. My parents have done so much for us, complying to our every need and I really thank them for it. Some people I still take the effort to stay in touch with simply coz they matter. But to some, hope u know its a two way road. Sometimes it helps if u drop us a line once in a while as well :)

Oraits, enough emofying justifications.

Have a good day ya'll!